What is normal anymore?

Well, blogging doesn't seem to be my calling.  LOL.  I started out in January 2020 and now here it is April 2021.  Hmmm....To be honest, as most of you know not long after my very first blog life changed drastically for the entire world.  Here it is a year later and still so much is not back to "normal" whatever that is anymore.  God's Promises Ministry went from being open four hours each day of the week with anywhere between 2-10 people showing up each day with different needs.  Now we are open by appointment only, and my volunteers are running the show while I am staying with my family who became suddenly ill two months ago.  As I sit here writing... so much has happened in the last year... to the world... to my country... to my personal family.  I don't think anyone I know has been "untouched" with some sort of pain in the last year, whether it be physical or emotional.  My family is dealing with both... as I'm sure many of yours are.  In times like these it is difficult to understand the "why's" of God.  Why is this happening?  Why has there not been an answer?  Why are we going through this?  Why... why.... why?  I don't have the answers, but I know that no matter what questions I may ask through all the turmoil that surrounds me these day, I WILL stay strong in my belief in Jesus Christ as my Savior. Though I may waver in my human mind, my spirit cannot imagine a day without Christ.  Life is difficult enough without doing it alone.  And when you have Jesus as your savior, you are not alone. Just felt like I needed to say that for anyone who might read this. God bless.